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Liberty took her first steps last night! it was 9:21pm and I cried like... well, a baby. everyone cheered and liberty cracked up laughing at us. I have a feeling this wasn't her first time. I told everyone that if they saw it first they better not tell me.

I am in panic mode over my finances. my last class wil be this spring and I don't know when I'll be able to afford to go back. The wedding is drawing near and my cold feet have turned black like Adam Sandler's in Mr. Deeds.

Christmas shopping is ever so painful. I imagine every penny I spend is a page in a text book that I'll never get to read.

I've been very emotional lately and some days I have little control. Though, I am a bull shit artist and am pretty good at hiding it. I'm pretty sure this IUD is completely screwing up my hormones (like you wanted to know that).

Having a child makes me feel incredibly vulnerable to the most irrational thoughts. What would I do if the world became over run with zombies? If I died tomorrow, who would put the fear of God into Liberty?

Eric and I have almost been together 6 years... When asked how we made it last I joked and said, "atleast once a week I tell Eric I will break up with him". Its no joke, really. I do tell him that quite often. I let him know that he won't have to complain about my clutter when I'm living somewhere else. He usually replies, "I feel bad for the person you go live with", or "I hope they have a big house". We aren't very lovey dovey but we work well together as business partners.

Really, no one should take relationship advice from me. However, if you're in an abusive relationship (and I don't mean just physical) I will fight tooth and nail for you whether you like it or not. Its just one of the stipulations of being my friend.

Don't worry about me. I'm perfectly capable for fighting for myself. I've been conditioned to it my entire life.

I'm not really feeling like planning my wedding anymore. although, I only have 6 mos until d day so I guess I better start.